I really just need to rant. Im feeling like absolute shit. :( My dad kicked me out of his house, he told me I’m not welcome in his life anymore. My mother’s husband told me he hates me. I have nowhere to go, no one to live with, and nothing I can do about it.
If my brother was still alive he wouldn’t have EVER let this happen.
(via deliriouslust)
I want to give it all for something. I want to have something I care about so much that I’m willing to throw away everything for that one thing, because without it, I have nothing anyway. I want to have that one person I cannot live without. I just want something to matter.
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Garbage. Absolute garbage. It’s bad enough that it happened, but it’s worse to know that nobody believes I can deal with it. I KNOW what’s wrong, he’s dead. That’s it. Stop asking me how I feel, stop TELLING me how to feel. Just because I was closer to him than anyone else in that room doesn’t mean you should focus on me.
Therapy is ridiculous.
(Source: secretsbest, via letslivealietogether)
